one thing i miss is peace.
maybe i took it for granted?
when i was living in new yawk,
i thought i had too much of it.
ever since i relocated to this new forest…

when i font you i love love LOVE ^his bawdy.
i think he has one of the best bawdies in OF.
his facial is s-tier too.
the “s” is further down this entry.
i’m have a theory that:

many of these straight OF males are “wolf for gay pay“.

they know menz will pay big bucks for the “experience”.
as one of my richer Foxholers once fonted to me:

“they get paid for a few hours of work.”

as you know,
or didn’t,
but sirneptune already ( x had a moment with jacobi in the past ).
this may not be a surprise,
but when a F-BI hit me up with this alleged shot last week:

…and i nearly shrieked at work.
this is nowhere near what jacobi did but it seems like:

jacobi munched so this gentleman could swallow.

i was sent this for Foxhole review and well…

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i didn’t move here for this.

when i was told to come here to escape my last situation,
i didn’t think i was jumping from a frying pan to a pressure cooker.
i feel like everything i was told was a lie,
along with truly not knowing someone i’ve known since the late 2010s.
i didn’t move here to deal with all of this craziness.
it has really been taking a toll on me tbh.
last week,
after that 17 dollar incident,
there was a bigger blow up that has made me even more uncomfortable…

black bomber jacket
black jeans
birkenstock loafers

these ones for reference:

Foxhole,
he looked mixed but he could have been white.
he didn’t look like a rican and dominican wolf i was use to in the new yawk forest.
either way,
i don’t know what TF he was but he was fine.
i took a random outing to TJ maxx with the person i stay with.
when i was looking around the store,
he was in the bedding section with who i assumed was his vixen.
i was looking for the men’s section because i needed socks.
while i got distracted by the many pairs of jeans they had in that store,
i noticed he was by himself and closer to where i was.

…but no,
okay,
wait…

my friend said to me over the weekend:

“life is really testing you right now.
you got a big blessing on the way.”

i need blessing with an s.
it felt good to hear but when you’re in it,
it can feel condescending AF.
last week was utter chaos.

a major blowup at the beginning of the week.
a heavy walking on eggshells the middle of the week.
a 10-person sleepover at the end of the week.
a weekend guest over the weekend.
a no real space to breathe all around.

i had an anxiety attack on friday when i saw 10 people trying to squeeze in here,
and then add on top of that…

when we move from chaos to much safer ground,
for many of us,
it can leave us still in “fight or flight” mode.
we start scanning for danger when nothing is happening.
it can actually make you feel really fuckin’ nuts.
that is how i’ve been lately…