i guess meditating before i leave the house helps.
for the last two days,
i have been home.
could you tell?
i took 2 sick days,
because i was “sick and tired”,
and requested off.
when i got in,
i was surprised i was missed.
everyone was wondering why i wasn’t at work.
i got vixens giving me candy and googly eyes.
saying “i missed you so much”.
“don’t call out again”.
i’m grateful that vixens still find me attractive,
but sometimes i wish more wolves were beatin down my door.
i flirt with females to improve my skills,
but nothing beats a wolf trying to get at me.
i decided to have lunch with two vixens from a different department.
they cool and they asked.
i could tell if i really wanted to that i could mess with them.
so we started talking about random shit,
relationships being one of them,
and i said something around the lines like:
“nah i would never do that.
i’m a good boy.
“you know you are not innocent.
matter a fact,
you don’t look like the “lovey dovey” type at all.
you come off like you get what you want and say “i’ll call you”.
i couldn’t see you in a relationship at all.”
the other vixen agreed.
sure i’m a raunchy sob on this site,
but in person i am completely different.
i actually have gotten this a lot.
many vixens have said this.
star fox said this.
its funny to others,
but it makes me wonder what kind of vibe i give off?
i’m actually really private about my life outside of work.
hell everyone was asking me:
“what you do for the 4th weekend?
i know you was out getting turnt up!
you look like you would be at every event in the city!”
i shook my head and played coy,
but would they still think i was “that person” if they knew i was home?
i don’t even egg it on or pretend to be something i’m not.
not like i don’t like to turn up,
but i don’t have anyone to turn up with.
the problems of getting rid of seasonal friends.
i won’t lie,
but it kind of bothered me for the vixen to say i wasn’t “lovin”.
thats what i yearn for.
for the rest of the day,
all i could wonder was that if vixens can pick this up…