life is funny.
one minute things can be going well,
and next thing you know,
you are faced with a surprise pop quiz you didn’t sign up for.
my question is that if you fail miserably the first time,
do you think you will get a shot to redeem yourself the second?
or do you think that first time was the best time?
today i thought about second chances…
Are some tests only meant to be taken one time?…
life can be one big mind fuck of wtf.
some of our failures can be our doing tho.
god and the universe tests us quite often.
you ever notice when you say:
“i’m going to focus on myself.
i ain’t fuckin with no more wolves.
…like you be so dead ass about it.
some fine ass wolf suddenly come out the cut like:
you try to ignore his ass,
but he starts looking like “the one” real quick.
it isn’t until after you give him your good stuff that he shows his true self.
i been been there,
and cleaned up the cum soaked sweat funky sheets as a souvenir.
today i had to opportunity to give this fine older wolf my number.
he came in for a big meeting with my boss.
he was flirting with me heavy.
liar liar was also there as well.
i got scared and aborted that mission real quick.
my punishment was when he took off his suit jacket.
nearest roof to jump.
i been thinking about this wolf since i got home.
all i could think is if i will ever have the opportunity to see him again?
we cannot escape the tests of life.
there would be no life if we did.
sometimes we are meant to jump head first off a large cliff,
while other times its so easy that you could do it with your eyes closed.
fear will make you miss your opening.
sometimes we have to make decisions ourselves.
no cheat sheets.
people will have something to say,
and its great to get feedback,
but what they would do may not work for you.
if you fail,
you have to live with it.
dwell on it.
drive you crazy.
this is where you may get a second chance to try it again.
sadly you could spend months,
maybe even years,
waiting on that same opportunity again.
i had to wonder…