one of my biggest issues in life is feeling fomo.
it stems from my childhood.
being last to be picked in gym class,
not feeling noticed by my family,
and just never feeling like i belong or accepted anywhere.

FOMO or Fear of missing out feels like you are missing something that will make you feel like you belong or are complete.

…but do we really feel complete if we are still feeling empty inside?
i cannot afford bey this year.
she got cut for other priorities i got going on.
i’m in that weird “in between blessings” transition period.
i really wanted to go and when i saw all of these videos on twitter…

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before he came lil nas x,
he was montero lamar hill from lithia springs, georgia.
according to some who claim they knew him…

He was straight back then.

attentionista,
woah vicky,
claims that lnx is not really gay.
why?
in her words,
back in high school,
she knew people who said he was straight…

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we waited for more substantial evidence in this jonathan majors fiasco.
the forest fire has calmed down with the alleged abuse last weekend.
did he or did he not slap and strangle his girlfriend?
many of us wanted to see the alleged video but we got these texts instead.
per tmz…

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sigh.
so i tole ya’ll the foxhole has eyes everywhere.
calen meeks aka tommy dickey is mad at me and i don’t know why.
i wrote about him ( x in this entry ).
calen had a few things to font about his entry and this happened…

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what is actually gay nowadays?
any takers?
it seems like more people are becoming fluid in this decade.

That means they do “gay shit” but are still considering themselves to be straight.

“yes,
she ate my pussy but i’m not into gals.”
“oh yeah,
i fucked him but he is the only dude i’d smash.”

there are attentionistos who are fluid and getting milked #disrespectfully.
i’ve always said most straights would go “gay” with the right person.
they call that “vibes” now.
diplo said he has gotten head before from another male,
but according to tmz…

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one thing about boosie,
he is gonna find himself on vladtv to have a conversation.
that channel is his reality show confessional.
boosie had a conversation about ( x his daughter who just came out ).
of course…

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