adios.
au revoir.
farvel.
sayonara.
arrivederci.
= goodbye.

there is power in that one simple word.
its just a little harder than it sounds…
Continue reading “Goodbye.” →

ya know,
i thought about something after observing this chris brown fiasco.
i’m always for the foxes,
so you know this is for you,
but i’m sure the hybrids and wolves could relate.
in this life,
you will meet that one person that you are attracted to HEAVY.
only thing is,
they don’t want you.
they could lead you on into thinking they do,
but realistically,
they have no attraction to you.
so you do all kinds of shit to be in their radar.

buying them shit
texting a little too much
drinking a gallon of water because you are dehydrated

trust me.
i been there so #nojudgment.
when you finally get the message you wasted your time,
it can feel like a gut punch.
from the sidelines,
you have to watch them date the absolute worse of the worse.
thots
rats
beasts
well this is what i want you do to…
Continue reading “WHAT 2 DO WHEN HE DON’T WANT CHU” →

i can’t speak about hiv awareness enough in the foxhole.
i want you all to be safe out there.
well an f-bi sent me the following videos on “wemakethechange”.
it is the many faces of people with hiv.
take a moment to check them out…
Continue reading “FACES OF DEATH” →

HOMO
PUNK
SISSY
FAGGOT

that is not your name…
Continue reading “That Is Not Your Name” →

i realllllllllllllly enjoyed “being mary jane” last night.
i mean i love it every tuesday night,
but last night really got me.
and how amazing was the erykah badu soundtrack tho?
anyway it didn’t have any gratuitous sex scenes,
nor did it have any other fine wolves to speak of,
but it did have a lot of finding herself and closure.
you know i’m all for a good soul searching session…
Continue reading “Let Go Of Your Cray” →

it has been a quiet couple of days from the last entry.
no music.
no energy.
just me.
i have been out if it.
i didn’t feel depressed tho.
maybe shock?
my mind has been a total blank.
i looked at my laptop,
wanted to open it,
but had nothing to say.
it was like i had to deliver a speech and forgot all the words.
i’ve actually had a lot of things to write about,
foxmails to answer,
and cute wolves for review…
well that was before i was called in the office again friday.
yes the fuck shit for jamari fox continues…
Continue reading “SPRING FORWARD (blank)” →