i didn’t realize i wasn’t wearing my crown until today…
i thank the foxhole for that.
well it was literally laying under my bed.
when i picked it up,
and wiped it off,
all i could do was stare at it.
two: it looked absolutely foreign to me.
my actions as of late haven’t been of “worth”.
it has been of someone who got comfortable within the mud.
playing with “the pigs”.
people who i didn’t realize were throwing mud on worth.
well maybe i did.
i guess i got caught up in trying to prove my worth to them.
your self worth is like a crown.
the more you successfully climb your mountain,
the more your crown shines to the world.
if you feel good and they are making you feel good
if their own glow matches your own
if they are willing to listen and match your climb
they put you and your feelings first
those are who you need to keep.
if others make you feel:
then they obviously need to go.
if you don’t get rid of them ASAP,
they will steal the crown right off your head.
today i had to reset my life.
god also gave me confirmation i was doing the right thing.
i looked in the mirror and saw what everyone was saying.
my crown was missing.
thankful it was only under my bed,
but what if it was stolen and i didn’t realize until it was too late?
“return of your golden grown”
it is for all of us who can honestly admit we lost our crowns.
its nothing to be ashamed of.
i know i’m not.
it takes good people to help you see how far it has fallen.
so i want you all to look under your beds,
in the mirrors,
or within the mud and ask yourself…