CHOKE ME.

SPANK ME.

PULL MY HAIR.

Pain can feel so damn good.

Remember what it was like when you lost your virginity?
That was a pain I was not ready for but after a while, I started to like it.
I became addicted to that feeling of submission.

Or, when we got our hearts broken by our first Wolf.
That pain was what helped us feel the pleasure (or seek it) from a better Wolf.

Love and life can play the role of a sadist.
They can spank us, humiliate us, and fuck us hard and raw.
We assume the role of masochistic behavior.
We feel the pain that comes with it and after a while,
that pain can start to become pleasure.

As a Fox…

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The art of forgiveness.

This week, I gave up something to pursue a spiritual balance.
In the Christian realm, I did what was called a fast.
At 12 midnight, that fast ends and I can say what I was looking for, I found.

Continue reading “Light, Love, and a Fox” →

I am actually pissed today. 

So fuckin mad that I could break something.
Well, break a couple things.

Continue reading “Sincerely Signed, My Fantasies Coming True Soon” →

INSECURITIES.

A word that can be like a big ass pimple before a photo shoot.
Don’t they just pop up at the wrong fuckin’ times?
Like, life can be going smooth and then some shit happens and you aren’t as sure of yourself as you should be.
You sit dwelling about what you should have done differently.
Replay the scene in your head and pause to analyze.

It sucks, but what do you think of this statement down below…

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Hebrews 11:1 –  Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, and the sign that the things not seen are true…

I feel I have been doing the above for years.
Maybe even all my life and I’ll confess, I never really read the bible like that.
But I will admit that I have sat and envisioned a lot of the things I have wanted or wanted help with.

Some I got; others I didn’t.
(but found out WHY I wasn’t suppose to have it later on)…

I was sitting down talking to Star Fox when I came up with an analogy about problems and faith.
Shocked myself how I did it, to be honest.

Want to hear it?

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I always see people moving in large numbers.
They can’t seem to go out without a crew of lackeys surrounding them.
I’m a solo act myself.
I learned a while ago the joys of being a lone Fox on the prowl.
This entry is for my Foxes and Wolves who move dolo style.

It isn’t as bad as you think.

Continue reading “Foxy Lifestyle: The Others” →