so, yeah, about my new therapist…

i was about to dip because she was late.
it was 9:10 am and my new therapist wasn’t there.
i was promptly there at 8:58 am for my first therapy assessment.
usually,
i’m (fashionably) late,
but a fox was one time for this go around.
at 9:20 am,
she finally arrived and by the time we ended the session

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The Universe is one of my most loyal goons

The Universe is always listening,
but we have to ask so the things we want will be given.
it has been hell looking for a new therapist.
i’ve sent countless emails and made some cold calls.

Nothing
Nada
Zilch
“Gone Til Next November”

so i told myself that i was gonna let it go.
i didn’t want to put any more pressure on my plate.
so i put it on the back burner and felt myself move on.
as i was checking emails today…

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he was looking at the dominican cake on display on the low like i was

some of ya’ll gotta be careful with your leering when looking at other males.
i mean,
if this is you truly give a damn.
earlier today,
i went to the store to pick up some chicken to cook.

sidebar: after seeing that video of the rats in popeyes in dc,
i’ve been so turned off about eating out.
i been doing everything in my power to eat in.
i’m sure this stand-off against ordering out will end soon.

when i turned into the frozen food section to get some ice cream…

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my virginity will be broken later on this week! (guest who?)

even though i’ve been a reoccurring featured guest on tmz live these last two years,
i’m usually just on there to give an opinion and bounce.
i’m always grateful for the opportunity whenever they call.
this week,
i’m about to do something else just as amazing for myself and the foxhole…

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the pretty vixen said something that hurt my feelings yesterday.

i use to think really lowly of myself.
it bugs me out how i viewed myself when it came to men.
i was having a phone conversation with the pretty vixen yesterday.
she mentioned something i said to work wolf about her.
in her words

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you are special to him right now, but you gonna be over it soon (summer walker)

one thing i realized while listening to the new summer walker album,
still over it“:

We all like to think we are special snowflakes.

we all like to think that they won’t turn on us.
“he treats me differently than he does him/her.”
“he never did what he did with his exes than he did with me.”

in reality tho…

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