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THE SUICIDE NOTE FROM ARLANA MILLER THAT TRIGGERED ME
The following is Reading MA
Suicide
i sympathize heavily with those who take their own lives.
life is extremely hard and not fair for many.
people can think taking your own life is selfish…
…But people and circumstances can make you feel like you are not worth it.
i know what it’s like to feel like you don’t matter.
that you tried your best and you didn’t feel accepted.
you try to find this love to complete you,
but you get used and tossed aside like trash.
you watch those same people move forward while you are left to heal.
i hate we are broken but they get the luxury move into new relationships.
how fun is that?!
/sarcasm
i’ll be 100 with you foxhole:
I would have been outta here a long time ago.
sometimes i feel like i wish that i did do it tbh.
the following really triggered me tbh.
it was from arlana miller from baton rouge, la.
she took her own life the other day but reading her final message…
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MY BEST BY DATE SHOULD BE TOMORROW
i’m still kinda sick today.
i can tell my body has been fighting off what’s going on.
this is totally my fault tho.
i be stupid.
so i made some bomb-ass chicken when i first got a jar of sour cream.
i got it like 2 or 3 weeks ago.
when i seasoned my chicken on sunday,
it said the best by date was a week ago.
i made a lot of things with sour cream around that time and felt fine.
the chicken was already seasoned before i saw the cover.
it was one of those moments i decided to take a chance.
i cooked the chicken on monday and…
MY GREATEST SKILL WAS BEING “THE IDIOT” ON MY DATING RESUME
i’ve had many jobs in my life.
Therapist
Social Worker
Stylist
Personal Assistant
Driver
Prostitution Whore
Trash Collector
…but the one job that i never did successfully was to be “me“.
i know you are wondering what i’m fonting about.
i have been all of those things to males that i really wanted to be with.
i saw one i took a liking to,
or realized that he was attracted to me,
and…
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REAL QUICK THO… (IMA DO ME)
i woke up out my sleep and this idea came to me…
so you know how i did the whole podcast thing?
i wanted to try something different in this era.
there are some things i want to actually say out loud to you.
i don’t know where this will go or if i’ll even keep up with it,
but i was led into doing this…
INTERVIEW WITH A DEAD END
the foxhole has moved.
this move came on accident tbh.
i was actually calling my hosting company about stats.
___ told me that i was about to reach my limit in gigs.
a good problem but still a problem.
so he worked his magic and got me a good business deal + a discount.
this last week wasn’t all peace tho…
YESTERDAY GAVE ME TREMENDOUS ANXIETY
this didn’t help anyone’s anxiety in new yawk…
there i was,
engaged in the second season of ozark,
while under my covers when i heard about the mass shooting on the mta.
it’s like i’m at a point where i’m not shocked anymore.
Very dramatic video from the incident as the subway arrived at 36th St Sunset Park in Brooklyn. #brooklyn #shooting #nyc pic.twitter.com/5cOdeYPIb1
— Kristoffer Kumm (@Kristofferkumm) April 12, 2022
the world has gone mad off some kind of energetic liquid courage.
i have been getting my resume to get a cute part-time gig,
but this incident was confirmed for me yesterday…
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