hopefully,
someone can relate with this.
if not,
thanks for reading.

some folks might think some of us are crazy.
they can’t fathom that it’s hard for us to:

get into a relationship
feel like we’re attractive
be our most confident

we check all boxes of “having it together” on the outside,
but if only folks knew that we suffer in silence. .
one of my favs on twitter fonted the other day...

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the mercury retrograde is kicking my ass.
i’ve been feeling so off these last few days.
one minute,
the day starts out cool,
and the next,
it’s turnt tf up…

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i left.
this morning,
i hit “leave group” and didn’t look back.
folks was starting to move funny.
i’m not one to turn the blind eye because i’m “lonely”.
i get tf on.
people don’t truly know group etiquette anyway…

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another birthday; a new fox.
this last year was pretty intense,
but it ended pretty solid.
besides that food poisoning stint earlier this week.
i was sitting here,
listening to some jazz,
while thinking about everything i’ve learned,
either good or bad.
this is a list…

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when you make plans; God laughs.
i’m sure he got a hearty chuckle over monday’s antics.
so as you know,
a fox may have had food poisoning.
it felt like it,
tbh.
an update on how i’m feeling tho…

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What’s the sickest you’ve been in public?

i’ve had some shit (literally) unfold,
but i was able to get my tail home in time.
well today…
yeah,
no.
foxhole,
you know i’m always straight up with you.
this is gonna be a full blown “TMI” story.
before we start…

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