Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
just because you might f*ck me good that doesn’t mean you’d make a good boyfriend
i know you want to fuck me,
and i definitely want you to,
but i asked myself yesterday…
Would you make a good boyfriend?
hell,
even a friend?
your actions contradict my fantasies.
that was the thought i woke up with on my spirit today…
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happy birthday to my one
happy birthday.
i woke up today feeling really calm.
that hasn’t been the case most mornings,
i’ll be honest.
it’s been anxiety city for whatever reason.
a foxholer mentioned you to me yesterday…
king agu made me realize something about myself last night
i’ve come a long way and i gotta really applaud myself.
in my 20s,
i was super desperate to get into a relationship.
someone put the idea in my head about masculine males being gay/bi and it was ON.
it caused me to be put on to many fucked up entanglements.
i’ve met a lot of big deals a like rapper,
a government official,
and a nfl baller wolf.
i was dealing with some really good wolves too.
my past issues fucked them all up.
maybe i wasn’t supposed to link up with them for a relationship.
i don’t know.
back then,
if i was to see a fine ass male dating another male,
like this picture of king agu and his boo from yesterday…
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when it hits hard and knocks your stuff outta alignment until the next day
a life without internet.
whew.
it sounds scary to most of us.
many of us don’t realize how addicted we are to our phones.
we wake up and check our phones and do the same before going to sleep.
yesterday,
shortly after my second entry,
my entire internet went out…
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kneeling for the national anthem is dumb af?
do you believe in magic?
do you believe in the power of your ancestors?
according to twitter,
jonathan issac of the orlando magic might start believing pretty soon.
he chose not to kneel with the other baller wolves during the national anthem.
this happened:
Jonathan Isaac is only NBA player who refused to kneel or wear Black Lives Matter T-shirt during the rendition of the national anthem. And boom few days the spirits of Marcus Garvey, Harriet Tubman, Steve Bika, Malcolm X, dealt with him with an ACL injury. pic.twitter.com/4lTH69MLLj
— Thahla_ka_Ndayeni (@SisekoMngxali) August 3, 2020
…yikes.
i was discussing the situation in texts with the pretty vixen and this was her thoughts…
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why does weed effect me differently than most people? (a random ass thought)
i swear i didn’t smoke any weed tonight.
the last time i got high,
it was pretty fuckin’ horrible.
it was at my old job before going to a birthday party.
i smoked because i wanted to let loose and be in the moment.
mentally,
i thought i was good.
unfortunately,
like many times before…
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