after that last entry earlier,
i’ve pretty much been on my couch.
i fell asleep,
but i woke up feeling drained.
trying to put pieces together to figure out why these things happen to me.
is it me?
maybe it is.
i don’t know anymore.
i can accept if it is,
but i am coming up empty with this situation.
so someone came up to me in confidence at work today and said:
“they are trying to get rid of you,
…they can’t because you are good worker.
people like you here.
you are still nice after all the drama.
that bitch you work for is trying to use something against you.
just a heads up.”
i already knew.
my spirit told me.
i’ve also noticed little things.
the side comments.
talks in the office.
kept a smile on my head.
held my head up.
i come in on time,
leave on time,
do my job,
double check my work,
be respectful to everyone and in turn get the same…
…but my boss and her minion?
not so much.
“look for a new job.”
i have been.
for the last couple months.
god forbid i was everything of the complete opposite.
i’m sure i would be the fuckin’ president.