i don’t think i can put into words…

…what peace for me feels like nowadays.
after a year of dealing with a triflin’ ass landlord,
then escaping that to deal with 8 months with a inconsiderate and psychotic ass “friend”,
and getting a job where i have to deal with a micromanager with customers…

“peace” hits different.

i got invited to some event yesterday for labor day,
there was gonna be tons of people including all kinds of wolves,
and i intended to go…

…but i decided to vacuum/mop my floors,
give myself a facial and eye mask treatment,
and got caught up watching “cross” on prime,
while laying up in my bed or sitting on my clean floor.

by the time i looked,
it was 6pm and the event was coming to an end.

the last 8 months,
i was forced to deal with randoms,
children,
k-drama/pop.
and dogs against my will.
there was no peace especially on days i wanted to be alone.

it was questions,
accusations,
inconsideration,
dog sitting,
and even blow ups that left me walking on egg shells.

i don’t ever want to feel like that again.

this won’t be for long tho.
i’ll get bored and want to mingle again.
hell,
i’m trying to get back in the gym again.
i loved how my arms and tail was looking.
the plan is to have close friends i love come over to visit,
but me going to events to turn on when i’m off right now:

i’m good.