i will never question The Universe and why things happen the way they do.
there is always a reason.
last night,
i felt like i was coming down with a cold or something.
my nose was getting stuffy and my head was starting to detach.
i had to wonder if i caught the rona after going to get a cut and taking off my mask.
today…

I had to meet up with The Pretty Vixen

she is leaving to go overseas and wanted to give me a christmas present.
i was supposed to be out the door at 11 am,
but i woke up at around 10:30 am.

It wasn’t happening.

crazy enough,
she texted me asking to reschedule since her job has been driving her crazy since she logged on.
i was expecting a package that was supposed to be delivered friday.
in a text,
they told me ups canceled my shipping label so my delivery was up in the air.
i’ve been in a whatever mood so:

WHATEVER.

this morning,
the package came through usps.

if i would have left to meet the pretty vixen,
who knows when i would have gotten the package.
i live in the hood.
once you miss a delivery,
it’s hell to get it back again.
i had a feeling inside to stay in the crib today too.
something did not want me to leave today.
i guess i know why.

lowkey: my friend moe was thinking about me.
we sorta fell off from texting as much as we were.
i legit felt her thinking about me when we weren’t talking.
so many things reminded me of her that i kept saying i needed to reach out.
that was my answer on when i’m really thinking about someone heavy,
they are doing the same.