Mental Road Block
guess who got his florida license today?
not charlie brown.
i didn’t even have to do much to get it,
plus they gave me it the same day.
it felt good to be back on the road again.
leaned back with one hand on the wheel.
karaoke wanted me to be able to get from point a to b,
because you def need a car round these parts.
she paid for it and after i dropped her off at work,
she let me off to go explore.
kinda like it here.
i was talking to someone today and they said my voice is happier.
they said once i go back to ny,
i’m going to get back in that rut again.
its not even karaoke paying for me,
because honestly i feel like a hand out,
but its the new surroundings and being around someone who actually cares about me.
i feel kinda confused on that road to take.
i’m legit tired of new york,
but i do have a job offer when/if i go back.
i haven’t started looking for jobs here yet,
but i plan on calling around tomorrow to see if anything bites.
i hate not having my own money.
that is what bothers me the most about being here.
maybe i’m doing too much?
thinking too much?
i’m a little scared,
but that’s okay?
deep down inside,
i’m willing to:
low-key: i have to go pick karaoke up from work,
but i’ll update once i get back.