my job has made me uncomfortable.
by the end of this work day,
i was ready to up and quit.
the new position is a disaster,
and my bosses are idiots up close,
but this was needed…
to be honest,
i already knew i would hate it.
the high turn over rate was the first clue.
since i was able to be left alone before,
i only heard that my bosses were terrible.
since i’m in the middle of chaos,
i see what everyone was talking about.
they don’t know what they’re doing,
but it got me to thinking on the train ride home:
i don’t have a retirement fund,
or even a 401k.
i can’t afford to take vacations or even go on a shopping spree.
i’m always worried about money.
where is my life going?
i’m just a temp.
there is no benefit in that at all.
that job probably won’t hire me,
so then what?
go look for another temp job?
as of right now:
my life is a hot mess
i can admit it.
i have no qualms in being honest with you.
i should be happy to have a job,
but that’s just it.
it’s a temp job i’m not happy at.
i’ve been thinking hard about my future as of late.
i’m watching my friends bypass me and i have nothing.
it has made me feel overwhelmed and lost,
but at least it has me thinking.