the foxhole is a safe space,
when i like/lust someone,
but we don’t really know each other,
i do what any red blooded human does…
Pull out my phone and get to investigating
we get to googling their names and see what comes up.
some of ya’ll are so good with tracking down someone’s information.
ya’ll find the parents and their childhood pediatrician.
on most of the time,
google will lead you to all their social media platforms.
this is where you start lurking at pictures on ig,
reading their thoughts on twitter,
and seeing how ratchet they are on that gaddamn facebook.
you know facebook is the trailer park of social media.
in modern times,
it’s called “online stalking”.
everyone has stalked someone they have a crush on or wanted to fuck.
some will do it before they pursue someone; others just want to be nosy af.
i’ll be 110 with you:
I did it with someone i’m feelin’ heavy on about an hour ago
i just have to look at him and i’m horny af for whatever reason.
the problem is that you cannot stalk and overthink.
i wrote this on my twitter earlier:
for an over-thinker,
you’ll start putting together pieces of a puzzle.
that can cause major anxiety and isn’t healthy.
The stalking isn’t healthy but we do it anyway
the best way to really gauge someone is actually speaking to/being around them.
people create all kinds of lives on social media.
the person you think you’re seeing might not even be real.
you might be overthinking a whole made up character.
one of my great friends,
had this to tell me on a voice note about it:
so to all my over-thinkers out there,
you might not want to go into the online stalking business.
i mean getting deep into the shit.
i’ve decided i’m just gonna lust pictures and keep it moving.
i find once you start reading the twitter,
it can be a whole other rabbit hole.
i’m satisfied with online stalking-lite.
lowkey: i wonder if someone has ever online stalked me?
we never want to believe that someone will lurk in the shadows for us.
it would be sexy if someone i was interested in was doing the same.
i’d hate if that was just it.
ima need them to reveal that mind,
and meat with the quickness.