i am so tired tho…
i can say that i deep like my job.
its really laid back and the people i work with are really nice.
mr. green stopped by my desk because he will be traveling next week.
as we were talking,
i told him that i’m pretty low on money right now.
i don’t know how ima get train fare or even buy food.
he offered to give me money,
but i did the typical “no no its okay” thing.
it feels weird taking money from my boss.
even though i know i would pay him back when i got paid.
it was one of the mailroom guy’s birthday today.
he was having a get together at some lounge after work.
he invited me,
but i declined as i ate some cake.
one i don’t have any money.
two it’s cold as hell.
like, get me the fuck home NOW cold.
i like my coworkers thus far,
but i don’t want to overstep just yet.
i still want to get a lay of the land before we do “outings”.
i know the mail room wolf i low-key like was going.
he’s so cute.
his arms are crazy.
he likes showin them thangs off too.
i followed ya’ll’s advice and just keeping it low key.
plus i liked what jay said about why men like rihanna.
they chase her.
she is indifferent to them.
once she starts chasing,
they will probably run.
so when do you allow yourself to be caught?
other than that i’m beyond satisfied and extremely grateful.
two weeks ago i was damn near depressed and suicidal.
did i mention i was tired as hell?