“i needed a break from you”

this is what work wolf told me yesterday.
well today…
friday.
you get the point!
so when i was getting ready to leave to work…
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its mad awkward now.
i try not to look in his direction.
he definitely ain’t looking in mine.
this is when i physcially see him.
before he would make his presence known to me.
its like he has found new ways to maneuver around the building.
when we i do see him,
he always looks mad.
i can’t help that i’m being punished for something stupid…
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its funny how you can blame yourself when things go wrong.
blame yourself for things that wasn’t really your fault.
it takes two to tango.
so what do you do?
you dissect a situation,
obsessive about it every minute,
and try to find the fault in your behavior.
the “could have been” and “what is” mind fucks.
when in actuality,
the other person is just as wrong.
they chose to ignore their part in the fuck shit.
so they are giving you the silent treatment for no reason at al.
i guess i’m realizing that is work wolf’s strategy in fall outs?
hmm…
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straight wolves are weird.
they have so much rules about their sexuality.
anything to make them look “gay” is absolutely forbidden.
its like a laundry list.

-must watch sports
-never wear bright colors
-don’t hug for too long
-only get dogs
-never watch shows with women as leads
-emotions are a no no
-blink twice; inhale once in-between

its like they have these rules set up to be “straight”,
but often do something else to make you say “hmm”.
is there really things one can do to be “straight” or…

…Is it all bullshit?

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work wolf and i have been really having deep convos as of late.
i’m starting to see him opening up more.
before he would tell me one layer to who he is.
he was private about many things.
he is an interesting wolf.
his view on the vixens he deals with is interesting…
Continue reading “R-E-S-P-E-C-T (Work Wolf Knows What It Means 2 Me?)” →

i been in a funky mood as of late.
things been real “blah” in my world.
from this idiot temp i’m training,
my mouth issue,
which has finally started going down tremendously,
and just feeling aggravated as of late.
its been a busy week.
jamari fox has been in a real “b” word.
everyone has noticed.
i’m sure you have.
last night i came in after a long day and crashed.
i was extremely tired.
well work wolf hit me up and asked me if i wanted to chill tonight.

“yo”
“yoooooo”
“where u at?”
“u ok?”
“jamari u okay?”

after 3 hours of deciding,
i replied that i was down to go out.
it was pouring,
and cold as fuck
but why not?…
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