,
so after work wolf’s mental break last week,
he has been more visible this week.
is it wrong,
or weird,
to say i missed him?
today he didn’t text me until like 3pm or so.
i made the mistake of reading his message and not answering…
Continue reading “Oh Work Wolf, Where Art Thou?” →

“ive been gong through alot”

thats what work wolf texted me this afternoon.
a side of me didn’t want to answer.
i did and i responded…

Continue reading “Well Look At What The Work Wolf Dragged In” →

so i guess this may be the end of the “work wolf”saga.
it started with no texts from him.
cool.
give a pineapple some space.
see when i was walking towards the building this morning annnnnnnd…
he saw me and pretty much ignored me.
thats when i realized there is a shift aka the end in our relationship.
it hurt a little.
i felt that sting.
the embarrassment rung like bells in my head.
i asked myself something while at my desk today…
Continue reading “Did Work Wolf Leave Without Saying Goodbye?” →

FOXMAIL

Hey Jamari,

I need some advice I know this wolf that I’m cool with that’s straight. He calls me his best friend/bro and he is also a ex co-worker of mine. Long story short I wanna if this wolf is gay or bi curious,DL, ect. He knows I’m gay and has no problem with me and my sexuality. He told me how he likes transgender model Sydney Starr and what not. I told him that she was a he and he is not phased by it.

(I heard of straight men that would mess with transgender women as long as they don’t have male parts)

When we text I say stuff to test him to see if he going to say “no homo” or “ayo” “pause”… Anything that may indicate that he is uncomfortable with what I said and he doesn’t. He goes with the flow and at times he sends me various emojis that the average  male wouldn’t send to another male.

Now he has a son and baby mom(that doesn’t mean anything now a days). And recently his female coworkers went to gay bar and he went along. I had a crush on him for the longest time and I like the back and forth.

How can I find out is he trying to play for the other team or not?

Should I leave it alone ?

MY ANSWER…

Continue reading “f0xmail: I Have A “Work Wolf” Situation Too! Help!” →

came in the crib last night,
got my laptop,
and wrote the following…
as i was editing to post,
i said:

“let me close my eyes real quick”

fail.
anyway here it is:

i did something tonight.
well hell i was feeling sad earlier.
everyone left early,
but i stayed to do some work.
thing 2 also stayed as well.
she came over to my section and asked me why i looked so sad.

“i’m not sad.”

“well your face says something else.”

“nah i’ll be good”

i needed to do something to make me feel better.
she had a suggestion..
Continue reading “I Got What I Wanted” →

i had an interesting talk with work wolf today.
was it the start the “movin on” process?
or did i shoot myself in the foot?
well he decided to be honest first…
Continue reading “Slap Me In The Afternoon and Then Walk Away?” →