i just peed.
i have been holding it in since i just heard this news.
i’m still shaking.
so there was a wolf i use to know.
i met him originally on bgc,
but we use to hang tough.
karaoke use to join us on these adventures as well.
foxhole,
this wolf was in love with me.
i remember being as at a party he threw at his crib.
he walked up to me and said:

“i just want to kiss you right now.”

i didn’t feel that way about him,
but i let him know i only wanted his friendship.
during that friendship,
we hung out and always had fun.
when his mother passed,
he called me first.
i sat on the phone with him as he cried.
i listened and gave the best advice i could.
he was never the same after he lost her.
they were very close.
well we drifted apart as the years went on.
he met new people.
i met new people.
he randomly hit me up a year or two ago and asked to chill.
i was down,
but i never heard from him again.
i sent him a message and he never responded.
i moved on.
well one of my best home vixens i met through him hit me earlier:

“are you sitting down?”

“well,
i was gonna go pee.”

“i think you should sit down.”

“okay…”
Continue reading “Here Today; Gone Tomorrow: The Story of The Wolf I Use To Know” →

from a young age,
i knew i wanted to be a bottom (fox).
well,
i had an attraction to wolves as a cub,
but at the time,
i knew i wanted to be “the wife”.
i was a cub so that’s how i described it.
when it came to what i liked,
it never changed.
i had a strong affinity to the man’s man.
with dating vixens,
it was preconditioned i was “that male i was attracted to”,
but it didn’t come natural because i yearned for something more.
well as more studies come out about the gay life,
the more i may have been onto something.
researchers have discovered why some of us like being:

bottoms (foxes)
TOPS (wolves)
versatile ( HYbrids )

according to an article a foxholer sent me from aazah…
Continue reading “You Were Born To Be On the Bottom” →

/the following video is parental advisory.
viewer discretion is strongly advised

so this is for my straight readers.
surprisingly,
there are a lot of them who lurk the foxhole.
*waves to my straights*
this is for them.
so you’re out the bae,
it’s late at night,
you’re on the way home,
and decide that you want to smash in an empty train car.
you know i’m always down for freaky shit.
this isn’t what i had in mind tho…
Continue reading ““Baby, Fuck Me Straight Raw and Stupid In This Train!”” →

i’m so excited about the following!
so last night,
i was randomly looking through my emojis watching “bates motel”.
sidebar: have you guys caught up?
this final season is a lituation.
anyway…
so i was scrolling through and guess what i saw?…
Continue reading “The Foxhole On Your Phone” →

so as you know,
i’ve banished reality tv…
blah blah blah.
you already know.
it’s not like i could avoid it between those i know who do and online talk.
i’m feeling i may start watching “rhoa” again tho.
a 10th season refresh?
we shall see.
well there is a clip making it’s rounds from “the real housewives of atlanta”.
i guess this weeks episode and it has to do with kandi’s sex dungeon.
i leave the show alone and kandi gets a sex dungeon?
um,
okay.
i had a question for the foxhole about the clip…
Continue reading “F-Bi: The Wolf That Is Porsha’s Wolf Friend on RHOA” →

speaking of the gym,
i can see how these straight wolves end up getting the “peach emoji” cakes.
like so…
Continue reading “When He Works On His Bottom” →