i cried at my deak today.
i tried to hold it together,
but the tears kept coming out.
so as you know,
i am hooked on “game of thrones”.
“HOOKEDT“.
i spend some of my days going back to past scenes,
reading comments by other stans,
and trolling message boards just to be part of the discussion.
there are so many clues in past episodes in this damn show.

Like,
I didn’t realize Sansa dressed like those around her (Cersei and Margaery)
The foreshadowing in an earlier episode about what Cersei was gonna do in the Sept

the final season of “game of thrones” starts in april.
they released the trailer today and…
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i really enjoy the oscars.
one day,
i hope to attend with a great seat with a plus 1 or 2.
the one thing i love about the oscars is being introduced to new movies.
i had so much fun live tweeting with the twitter foxhole,
but i had a few thoughts i didn’t get to share…

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i love spontaneous situations.
when someone tells me to put my clothes on because we going somewhere.
this is by car or paying for my uber.
don’t call me to tell me get on the sketchy mta late night.
well that was my straight home wolf i haven’t seen in months!
we spoke the other day and i told him how blah i’ve been.
he bought two tickets to see the new “halloween” for a late night showing.
i wanted to see it since the trailer…

so let’s get into the movie…

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as much as i am looking for love…

Will I know how to really love a male?

it’s a real question.
as you know,
i love a male who works out and has his bawdy right.
when i first see him,
i think of all the things i want to do to him sexually.
this might span over a course of 2 months,
give or take.
it’s very superficial in the beginning stages of any gay/bi relationship.

What happens past “I’m sticking around”?

when the honeymoon phase is over and the real shit starts?
like,
the moment he shows he’s a human with feelings underneath it all…

Will I be able to handle it tho?

or will i go…

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ya know,
i sent in request emails for me to attend the mtv vmas this years.
since it was in new yawk at radio city,
i wanted to go and give a review of my evening.
well i ended up getting no response.
whomp.
after watching tonight’s broadcast tho…

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“am i good enough?”
that is the thought running through my mind this morning.
it was 3:30am and i can’t sleep.
no better time than to release my frustrations on the foxhole.
so i went about looking into a recommended advertising company.
they wanted big stats and the foxhole gets lots of it.
the reviews said the compensation is really good.
well i got this back earlier…
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