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i’m at a loss for font at this moment.
i know that celebs i grew up with have to pass,
but when it’s tragically,
it can fuck me all the way up.
kobe bryant will be added to one of those celebs today…

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a majority of people are suffering in silence.
so i want you to do me a favor foxhole.
look at everyone without the:

followers
likes
muscles
popularity

strip away some of these masks and if you really pay attention.,
you’ll see the real person.
we see glimpses of their true selves with what they’re passionate about,
what offends them,
how they treat others,
and often when they’re in extreme cases of high stress.
more often than not,
it shows you exactly who someone really is.
the foxhole has been sending me the tragic loss of another shining star.
he was an influencer,
underwear designer,
and  hair stylist by the name is tai couture.
he took his own life yesterday.
of course,
everyone is shocked.
one title in an article said:

“A picture perfect facade masks a world of pain”

if i’ve learned anything,
being a blogger and a human in general…

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this year alone,
17 trans-vixens have been murdered.
bee love slater will be the 18th in south florida.
i don’t what possesses folks to be so evil,
but this following story was so heartbreaking via “the daily mail“…

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my foxy senses are intense these days.
more intense than normal.
i seem to pick up people’s energy really quickly nowadays.
lately at work,
i’ve been feeling like an outcast at the “cool table” at work.
that shouldn’t bother me because i’ve always been an outcast.
with some of the straight wolves at my job,
i can feel the distance from them.
even with some males and foxholers i converse with online.
it’s a weird season for me.
as i was coming home on the train today,
i had some really intense energy about mi.
in my head,
i got these random thoughts that she had died or something…

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as the years go on,
folks i grew up with start to leave this forest.
our journeys have to come to an end eventually.
i remember finding “boyz n the hood” in my uncle’s tape collection.
he had all the good black movies.
i was pretty young and he was a little slow to catch on to dvds.
i remember watching this movie,
while he was supposed to be watching me,
and being fascinated by south central la.
this iconic scene is also one that haunted me for weeks:

i was so traumatized,
but good art can do that.
that was when i became a lowkey stan of john singleton…

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2019 is wild.
it has been one thing after another.
i didn’t know much about nipsey hussle.
he wasn’t someone i really listened to,
but i knew of him.
this is the last thing i saw with him…

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