as much as i am looking for love…
Will I know how to really love a male?
it’s a real question.
as you know,
i love a male who works out and has his bawdy right.
when i first see him,
i think of all the things i want to do to him sexually.
this might span over a course of 2 months,
give or take.
it’s very superficial in the beginning stages of any gay/bi relationship.
What happens past “I’m sticking around”?
when the honeymoon phase is over and the real shit starts?
like,
the moment he shows he’s a human with feelings underneath it all…
Will I be able to handle it tho?
or will i go…
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