back in the late 00s ish, i saw bryan terrell clark’s pictures on myspace and fell in deep like.
he was an up-and-coming actorthat i thought was so fine.
like many other actors, rappers, singers,
What I didn’t know was that he was part of the life.
in the early 20s, bryan terrell clark married devario simmons on the first day of 222…
i love this picture of odell beckham jr. heart eyes city.
we go from flash brown to odell.
it’s never a dull moment in the foxhole. you know what i really appreciate?
The number of males in the foxhole who were there for me during my times in need.
males are taught to eat, sleep,
anything else is “soft” or “gay” even with some gays too.
i’ve been one that most males came to when they needed advice or a shoulder.
they weren’t strong to defend me when i needed them.
i loved this moment between odell beckham jrand deebo samuels.
odell plays for the rams and deebo plays for the 49ers.
after the 49ers lost,
deebo was crying on the bench.
this is what odell did…
i’ve joined the cult with others frying their brains out too.
i’ve accepted my fate and will walk with my head held high.
so 2weeks ago,
i was craving pizza heavy.
just like when i have the idea to hop on a dating app,
The Universe sends me something that turns me tf off completely.
i saw ( x this ) news story the day i was gonna order.
i did the dorothy face shortly after i read it:
something told me to check out all the restaurant grades in my area.
the violations of “evidence of rats/mice” made my head spin.
after my soul came back to my bawdy, idecided to order something that i’ve heard folks raving about.
i didn’t know much about it before i did some research,
but i was sold after all the reviews…
…i’m sorry that i couldn’tmake your funeral today.
as you know,
we are in a dance battle with the omarion omicron atm.
not only that,
i asked your family membersto keep me posted about the service being streamed.
no one followed up and i didn’t get an answer when i called. ill pay my respects to you on my platform and write the things i couldn’t say…
this has been a really interesting year for all of us.
the fact we made it close to the end of 221 says it was a good year.
even though a lot of shit went down for me,
i (and you) are about to finish out Q4 strong.
many of us ended friendships and situationships this year. i won’t lie but it hurt my feelings to see how things ended with some, but my biggest thought was:
“They hurt me and no one has hit me up to even talk about it. It was so easy for them to bounce. All those ‘I love you’ and ‘You are so dope’ meant nada? Wow.”
but the reality of why they haven’t reached out is simple…