BLACK, GAY, MARRIED AND THRIVING (BRYAN TERRELL CLARK AND DEVARIO SIMMONS)

back in the late 00s ish,
i saw bryan terrell clark’s pictures on myspace and fell in deep like.
he was an up-and-coming actor that i thought was so fine.
like many other actors,
rappers,
singers,
and influencers

What I didn’t know was that he was part of the life.

in the early 20s,
bryan terrell clark married devario simmons on the first day of 222…

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ODELL BECKHAM JR ISN’T FILLED WITH TOXIC MASCULINITY

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i love this picture of odell beckham jr.
heart eyes city.
we go from flash brown to odell.
it’s never a dull moment in the foxhole.
you know what i really appreciate?

The number of males in the foxhole who were there for me during my times in need.

males are taught to eat,
sleep,
and fuck.
anything else is “soft” or “gay” even with some gays too.
i’ve been one that most males came to when they needed advice or a shoulder.
unfortunately,
they weren’t strong to defend me when i needed them.
i loved this moment between odell beckham jr and deebo samuels.
odell plays for the rams and deebo plays for the 49ers.
after the 49ers lost,
deebo was crying on the bench.
this is what odell did

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I’VE BEEN FRYING MY BRAINS OUT (NO HELP REQUIRED)

i’ve joined the cult with others frying their brains out too.
i’ve accepted my fate and will walk with my head held high.
so 2 weeks ago,
i was craving pizza heavy.
just like when i have the idea to hop on a dating app,
The Universe sends me something that turns me tf off completely.
i saw ( x this ) news story the day i was gonna order.
i did the dorothy face shortly after i read it:

something told me to check out all the restaurant grades in my area.
the violations of “evidence of rats/mice” made my head spin.
after my soul came back to my bawdy,
i decided to order something that i’ve heard folks raving about.
i didn’t know much about it before i did some research,
but i was sold after all the reviews…

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dear sister’s aunt

…i’m sorry that i couldn’t make your funeral today.
as you know,
we are in a dance battle with the omarion omicron atm.
not only that,
i asked your family members to keep me posted about the service being streamed.
no one followed up and i didn’t get an answer when i called.
ill pay my respects to you on my platform and write the things i couldn’t say…

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they didn’t care about you like you thought they did

 


this has been a really interesting year for all of us.

the fact we made it close to the end of 221 says it was a good year.
even though a lot of shit went down for me,
i (and you) are about to finish out Q4 strong.
many of us ended friendships and situationships this year.
i won’t lie but it hurt my feelings to see how things ended with some,
but my biggest thought was:

“They hurt me and no one has hit me up to even talk about it.
It was so easy for them to bounce.
All those ‘I love you’ and ‘You are so dope’ meant nada?
Wow.”

but the reality of why they haven’t reached out is simple…

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my virginity has been taken by the non-corporate girls podcast!

today has been sort of a wild day.
holy guacamole.
i have been here,
there,
and everywhere.

My first interview dropped with The Non-Corporate Girls.

 

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it was run by delaila and yanni,
who i have nicknamed “pose” within the podcast.
check it out below for my guest appearance on episode 105 for their 5th season…

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