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CHAPTER V: THE COMEBACK

dead_souls_by_culpeo_fox-d3h9mvoi already been hurt.
i already been crying.
i already been talked about.
i already been abused.
i already been spit on.
i already been laughed at.
i already been bullied.
i already been replaced.
i already been betrayed.
i already been lied about.
i already been lied to.
i already been low.
i already been hit the floor.
should i keep going?
yup i will…
i already been lost everything.
i already been homeless.
i already been embarrassed.
i already been humiliated.
i already been dismissed.
i already been left behind.
i already been had my feelings hurt.
i already had my heart broken.
i already been broke.
i already been had anxiety attacks.
i already been attempted suicide.
i already been lost my parents.
i already been lost my best friend.
i already made up in my mind that i got nothing to lose now.

i watched td jakes sermon about you can recover from a fall.
i felt what he said.
heavy.
i fell off,
rolled down a hill,
and landed somewhere in some new forest.
it is a dark and scary place.
i’m battered and bruised,
but i’m dragging my ass back up the mountain.
yeah buddy.
i got to get up there now.
it’s about that time espeically after today.
ain’t nothing more dangerous as someone who is making a comeback.
you really ain’t seen nothing until you fucked with someone who got nothing to lose.
welcome to this new chapter v in my life:

THE COMEBACK

i know my foxes,
wolves,
and hybrids got my back.
i ain’t worried bout nothin.

closer_by_sashahely-d39fugv_zpsc71eb8cblowkey: all those people who hurt me,
left me alone,
talked about me,
and made me feel pain in any way.
i’m coming to collect your fuckin’ head.

excerpts taken from: td jakes you can recover from a fall part one / part two
photo taken from: =culpeo-fox / h-e-l-y