i’m very lenient on males who realize they’re attracted to other males,
unlike others.
don’t get me wrong,
some shit makes my head spin around in disgust,
but other things i don’t attack as fast as others.
i’ve been there as being someone who was attracted to other males,
but terrified in allowing myself to feel those feelings.
What will my family think?
What will the people in Barbados think?
What will people that are around me think?
Will I be shunned and ostracized?
no matter the age,
it can be a culture shock and huge life adjustment especially with all the “rules” within this life.
it’s very scary,
but this is one thing i won’t tolerate…