if you look closely,
you’ll always find a lesson in something.
my job teaches me so much of not WHAT to do.
they love to drive folks crazy putting out fires that ain’t even happen yet.
i’m learning what it means to be uptight and high-strung.
i’ve noticed my mood has been all outta wack because of my frustration.
it has made me become pessimistic and angry all the fuckin’ time.
they remind me of how “putting out potential fires” my late mother was.
my mother was notorious for worrying about shit that ain’t happen.
i worked really hard to get outta that mentality and my boss is like that.
I don’t fuck with that at all
i’m on this new path to being more laid back and chill about shit.
so i caught myself being nervous and putting out a fire about bugs…
i didn’t realize how addicted i was until it was gone.
the night before,
my apple watch decided to jump ship…