why did marquis brown kill himself?

you’d look at this pic of this handsome pre baller wolf,
marquis brown,
and think he was living the good life.
he was the rb for duquesne university in pittsburgh.
he’s in hawaii,
has portrait mode showing his best side,
and looks like he’s about to go fuck some shit up.
his ( x instagram ) showed he seemed happy too.
as many others do on social media,
that’s all his highlight reel.
who knows what was really going on within.
marquis is dead and everyone is left with a ton of questions.
^that pic was his final post before his death.
he left the caption:


a foxholer sent me the news over the weekend.
this is more from what i gathered from “usa today”

Continue reading “why did marquis brown kill himself?”

are u there, worry? it’s your bestie, jamari

my parents use to worry about everything.
my mother,
mostly.
God bless their souls,
but they really did me a disservice by witnessing that.
it wasn’t even about like traumatic shit either.
it was irrelevant “easy to fix” shit.
so i grew up worrying about everything.
from:

am i attractive?
do people like me?
how gay do i come off?
am i ever going to be “anything”?
am i doomed of a life of being single?

will i be homeless if i don’t find a job?
is being a loser who can’t get it right in my future?

today,
i was about to write a whole apology entry

Continue reading “are u there, worry? it’s your bestie, jamari”

i’m getting better at saying goodbye (wonderland)

as much as disrespect can sting,
i still leave every situation in my finest hour.
even in a break up/ended relationship with a wolf.
sure i’ll vent about it,
and i’ll probably shade them for the rest of their life,
but i try not to be “that fox”.
the one who turns hyena or jackal after something ends.
so things ended at wonderland today and i handled it with…

Continue reading “i’m getting better at saying goodbye (wonderland)”

chris evans might have confirmed being killed off in avengers 4

chris evans is one of my snow wolf crushes.
he has been for many years.
i think he is fine af and when he plays “captain america”:

…i’m in need of a whole pitcher of water.
i think he might be done with his super hero role tho.
they wrapped up “avengers 4” and chris tweeted this…

Continue reading “chris evans might have confirmed being killed off in avengers 4”

siri is gonna keep the police legit pressed

am i the only one who uses siri?
like,
she isn’t perfect,
but she does the basics that i need.

– set a timer when i’m cooking
– send a quick text
– put my phone on dnd

easy shit.
well siri is about protect you against these hunters too.
if you ever get pulled over,
she is about to come through with the receipts.
this is what i read from “usa today”
Continue reading “siri is gonna keep the police legit pressed”

janay needs to get her son and put derwin davis in rehab ASAP

derwin…
i read a disturbing story today.
it was about derwin davis from “the game”
aka pooch hall,
and i’m shocked at how far he has fallen.
it seems derwin isa heavy alcoholic lacking common sense.
allegedly,
he was shit faced drunk behind the wheel with his 2 year old driving.
i kid you not.
i’m so confused at this…
Continue reading “janay needs to get her son and put derwin davis in rehab ASAP”