inside jamari fox

jeff loagz out here doing sex scenes ‘n’ shit? (um hi, i’m sitting front row)

some time ago,
it must have been last year-ish,
i said jeff logan aka jeff loagz should be in the movies.
he should play a henchman or something.
the tatts and the jawline would make him the perfect on-screen villain.
i felt like he had the look and attitude to play that really well.
so i was minding my business,
which means not really,
and came across this via “az nude“…

i’m outside and it’s cold

i’m outside and it’s cold.
the wind burns my flesh as it blows against my skin.
even with thick fur covering my body,
it still feels like a knife slicing each part of me.
it hurts.
it’s a feeling that can’t be explained,
but i’ve experienced it time and time again.
as i watch the other animals playing beyond the fence,
the coldness comes from the dim feeling of being uninvited.
i’m on the outside.
my fur isn’t shiny nor do i have connections to other forests that are unknown.
all i ever wanted as to feel wanted.
admired.
respected.
loved.
something.
i’m not like everyone else and i’m not for everyone.
life has made that painfully clear at times.
i don’t follow the herd mentality that the other animals fall victim too.
maybe they aren’t victims?
maybe this is just where they want to be and i’m not allowed.
i’m outside and it’s cold.

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being on the outside,
while you watch others on the inside,
can feel like being in a cold prison cell.
you’re inside while everyone is out there moving freely without you.
it can be a tough lesson in where you stand amongst your peers.
sometimes it’s out of spite; others it’s no fault of their own.
i wrote on the foxhole ig the other day…

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jussie smollett has “b -boy blues”

when i was first learning about who i was,
i was told to read the book “b-boy blues” by james earl hardy.
i was around the time i discorvered e lynn harris as well.
for the life of me,
i can’t remember what “b-boy blues” is about like i can with e lynn’s books,
but i know it was a fantasy i wish came to life.
well,
jussie smollett wants to bring that fantasy to the big screen…

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how the hyena shot 3 gay males in 1 night off grindr

now that the country is seriously headed to hell,
you can expect more robbings and killings out in these forests.
social media and sex are the perfect way to do now.
hyenas know that gay males love to flex and are hungry for sex.

The apps are the perfect place to find fresh victims.

the scariest hyenas are the homophobes who have nothing to lose.
a fohxoler sent me a story of jonathan breeding‘s (^above) life that was cut short.
he was one of three who was lured off grindr and shot in one night…

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andre marhold is gonna pull it all out in this interview he booked

*the following entry is rated xxx.
sexual content to follow.

so andre marhold finally booked that stage he has been speaking of.
*rihanna tweet voice*
as you know,
he has been fiending to tell his side of the story in the jeffree star entanglement.

side note: I find it interesting he still has straight males and vixens within his circle.
He stays with a wolf pack and vixens on his IG stories.
You know black folks judge heavy with this sort of thing.
Maybe they’re not all straight?
Straight-adjacent?

anyhoo,
it seems like he finally has a platform to spill the tea on…

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