to my special one.
in 2002-03ish,
after wandering in the city all day,
a friend “who i don’t know anymore” suggested we go to toys r us that was in time square.
she wanted to meet up with a girl who worked there that she met online.
i didn’t want the day to end so i was down.
when i first saw the girl we were meeting,
i said to myself:
“Wow,
she looks really stressed out and over it.
SEE this is why I don’t do retail.”
and
“I really dig this girl’s energy,
but we will probably never see each other again.”
The Universe made sure that wouldn’t happen.
a year or two later,
we reconnected on the blogging platform,
xanga.
she hopped in my comments and i did the same in hers.
we would write entries about our frustrations and loneliness.
the folks who broke our hearts; the ones who got away.
the main theme for us was trying to find that perfect love.
toys r us and that friend “who i don’t know anymore” both brought us stress,
and ironically don’t exist any longer either,
but they were the starting point in planting the seed for this friendship to grow.
when i look back at the first time we met until now,
i ask myself:
Who knew from that moment we met that our “us” would become this?
i get to write another story on my own platform about us.
last sunday in brooklyn,
she got married to your soulmate…
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according to shaggy, the gays are only committing hate crimes against each other in jamaica
i think some jamaican males can be sexy,
but they are a lot to deal with.
they do come with a lot and can have you here down bad.
i’ve heard the meats can be chef’s kiss,
but you might have to throw away the rest of the human.
one raging stereotype about jamaicans males:
They be homophobic af
sometimes they’ll be homophobic af,
but will still be trying to fuck the shit outta you.
reggae artist,
shaggy,
wanted to let us know that in jamaica,
the COUNTRY OF JAMAICA,
that it isn’t the straight jamaican males that are committing hate crimes.
it’s actually “gay on gay” crimes of passion…
she was in the mood for sausage so she decided to cook his
*the following entry is rated r.
viewer discretion and graphic images ahead.
we fall for pictures like ^this on social media all the time.
well some of you,
but i’m not impressed as i once was.
when you font for the foxhole,
you start to learn a majority of these #relationshipgoals are legit scams.
relationships aren’t cutesy pictures and highlight reels.
There is ALWAYS some shit going on in the background.
folks don’t want to post when they’re down bad after flexing.
“i told ya he/she/them was trash” is a hard pill to swallow after the flex.
dayane cristina rodrigues machado,
who is pictured above with her huzzband,
decided to show the world how much she loves cooking.
she needed her husband’s sausage to complete the meal tho via “the daily mail”…
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*update “hire me” and “service packages” for your files
while i was taking accountability this week,
i was also getting my shit together.
i’ve been in “future goals” all week.
i edited my media kit and made an excel of all the companies i’ve collab’d with.
i made a “hire me” and “services packages” page too…
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accountability | june 7th – 12th
since i have a wedding to go to tomorrow,
i’m gonna take the day off.
accountability starts now so leggoo…
the first step in a prison break is admitting you want to break out of prison
i can come off really guarded in person.
it’s nerves tbh.
it is all nervous energy in how i come off to other people.
when alcohol is in me,
my inhibitions can help me relax but i don’t want to become an alcoholic.
weed has only made me paranoid af.
honestly…
Continue reading “the first step in a prison break is admitting you want to break out of prison”
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