saucy santana is in debt and his payment is due

in the show,
game of thrones,
the lannisters always use to say:

“A Lannister always pays his debt.”

i always found that quote interesting.
we all pay our debts in some way.
i feel like once you make it to a certain level,
you always end up paying for your bad behavior.
you don’t ever escape your nasty behavior.
saucy santana just got the coach campaign but his payment is due.
as you know,
he had a lot to say about beyonce and blue ivy.

( x see it here )
he responded to the expose…

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a entry to you.

you were always the one.
even after all these decades apart,
and many wolves later,
you still cross my mind.
even though we are miles apart,
i’d look to see what you were up to on occasion.
thats the gift and curse of social media.

You look good than when I last saw you.
Better,
maybe?

i’ll never forget when we first met…

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am i the type that likes to be surprised with flowers? (i might?)

i’m a lowkey romantic at heart.
don’t tell everyone or make a gay parade out of it.
i try to keep it on the low.
i’ll be honest…

I’d fall out if my manz surprised me with flowers

that probably sounded gay af but whatever.
i don’t demand flowers but if i got them,
that would make me really happy.
i really like how russell wilson surprised ciara with flowers on his ig…

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that time joe budden didn’t know the vixen he wanted to tap was trans

i’m not gonna lie to you foxhole…

I am absolutely fascinated with Joe Budden.

there i fonted it.
i really want to have a conversation with him.
i find him to be an enigma because i cannot figure him out.
he is a virgo male and no cap but they do be like that.
so i went down the rabbit hole on his past stuff.
i saw a clip about him being attracted to carmen carerra,
who happens to be a trans-vixen,
on couple’s therapy in 2015…

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so saucy santana couldn’t stand beyonce a few years ago?

i think back in the day,
people thought that twitter wouldn’t last.
they wrote wtf they felt about people without a care in the world.
life has a way of flipping the script tho.
those same people,
who once were nobodies,
have become public figures with careers in the industry.
did saucy santana think he was gonna make it as a rapper?
i guess he had no fucks to give about his alleged disdain for beyonce…

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the art of being (un) liked

i am not liked.
that sentence was hard for me to accept tbh.
some people have made it pretty clear that they don’t accept me.
for years,
i tried to be a perfectionist when it came to people.
i was trained that way by a family who cared what people thought.
i’ve always tried to find love and acceptance within the crowd.
alas,
i wasn’t like everyone else even though i tried to be.
once i got hurt a few times,
i was battling between people-pleasing and not gaf.
i became assertive and not with the bullshit.
from jobs to people from my past,
i became unliked yet unforgettable.

I have the magical power of keeping some people pressed.

i realized something after a conversation yesterday…

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