if i can work on my mind,
i think i can get anything i want.
i know you’re like:
…but it’s true.
my insecurities fuck my head up.
this is why i can’t meditate correctly.
i might just be doing it wrong.
i want everything to get in sync,
but i’m having a hard time.
everything i think about,
i will get a sign about it sooner than later.
if i think of a random animal,
one i haven’t seen in a while,
they’ll show up.
i’ve been bombarded with positive quotes on my ( x tumblr ).
all of which deal with my current situation.
i thought about one of my readers i haven’t heard from yesterday.
they sent me an email that afternoon.
there was a scene from a movie that i wanted to see weeks ago.
it randomly crossed my mind this morning.
something said go to my movie site and i just got it an hour ago.
even with work wolf,
i would feel/smell/see his presence all over the place.
so my mind seems to be powerful.
this only happens when it comes naturally.
if i’m obsessing over something,
it usually never comes about.
when i think of something,
leave it alone and i move on,
i find the outcome happens a lot faster.
it seems my conscious mind is blocking my subconscious.
if that makes any sense.
i want to learn to mediate without having a million thoughts,
manifesting through the law of attraction perfectly,
and killing this over thinking thing i do that sabotages myself.
deep down inside,
all the negative things have happened because i’ve thought of them.
hopefully this doesn’t sound too crazy,
but i’m trying to get my shit together.
i can’t be a success with:
…if i’m struggling to stay positive.
all of the greats,
the likes of beyonce and will smith,
have said they manifested their realities through their minds.
so if you’re sitting there,
wallowing in your own self pity and sadness…
What do think you’re going to attract?
am i making any sense to anyone?