i’ve been meditating,
taking my cbd oil,
and trying to get my life in order through therapy.
i’m trying to be a zen place as of late,
but comments like ^that really fuckin’ annoy me.
i usually ignore shit like this,
but i felt inclinded to respond…
that’s all i saw within that comment.
there was no:
how are you?
i know you’ve been dealing with a lot,
and people are dying and all,
but are you good?”
you have been following me for all these years and this is how you come at me?
like an abusive husband?
“You use to bend me over,
suck my dick from the back,
swallow all of my nut,
and the make me breakfast.
since you don’t do that anymore,
can you direct me to someone who will?”
i got the highest stats i ever had on the foxhole.
i have been bustin’ my entire tail everyday.
i wrote an entry i felt passionate about since it hit close to home.
there were other entries on my agenda,
but my day ended up getting ahead of me and i had some shit going on.
i do run this show as a solo act with no team since i started.
some days will be 1,
or maybe even 6 entries.
i have no job at the moment,
gotta put together a media kit,
look for ads and sponsorships,
and still deal with my own shit during the day.
but you woulda known this if you would have asked me in an email.
if you want porn and nudes,
and i’m not suckin’ your dick like you use to,
you are more than welcomed to take yourself over to lpsg or pornhub.
that might be more your speed.