“have you put on weight?”
that is the dreaded sentence no one wants to hear.
when the pretty vixen said it to me the other day,
i wanted to crawl in a hole a die…
it looks good on you.
it’s that healthy weight.
i can see it all in your face…”
i walked into duane reade to get my usual.
it was pouring and i had my rain gear on.
as i was walking towards the aisle,
this older snow wolf looks at me and did a double take.
“good morning…” he said.
at this point i’m like who is he talking too?
that’s the “new yawk” in me.
i said “good morning” back and kept it pushing.
i try not to be rude.
so when i got all my stuff,
i passed him and said,
“have a good day”.
he looks me in my eyes and said:
i could tell he was gay.
if he could have ripped my clothes off,
we’d be fuckin in aisle 1.
i don’t know what has been going on,
but i’m getting the most attention from both sexes.
wolves are lowkey checkin for me in the forests now.
i’ll pass by one and he’ll be all up in my face.
the vixens are flirting with me extra hard.
when i told the pretty vixen what has been happening…
cause you look healthy now!!!”
according to her,
i looked way too skinny.
she said that folks would assume “skinny = sick”.
i nearly threw up.
another vixen said the same thing to me.
i love this weight on you!!!
you look buff!!!”
i feel insecure about it because i’m use to being slimmer.
i knew my bawdy was changing with my tail.
my ass started getting more round and curved.
my thighs were next.
i’m still a size 32 waist,
but you can see it all when i wear sweats.
my stomach is where my biggest insecurity lies tho.
after i fell in the tub and hit my ribs,,
the top part of my stomach was swollen.
that injury is long been healed,
but i notice that i have a little pudge in my stomach now.
it also has that “swollen” look if i eat too much.
i started to starve myself so i could get “slimmer” again.
i had a flat stomach before,
but shit has changed ever since i fell.
i started doing sit ups in hopes to get rid of it.
other than that,
i guess i’m now “slim thick”.
i’m on a serious glo up.
my skin is looking much better now too.
i want to bag a sexy wolf to knock the cobwebs off.
i’m in need to some dick.
that’s when i know the transformation will be complete.
lowkey: i have to be able to share my low points and highlight reels with the foxhole.
unlike the rest,
i’m not scared to be vulnerable with you all.
thank you for always being there to reading.