I love how ratchet we get and then talk about God.
I love how unhinged we are on here.

so last night,
something so wild happened that i had to share it with The Foxhole.
picture this: i’m sprawled out on my couch,
mid-binge of queen sugar.
i left hanging somewhere in the chaos of the rona.
i figured why not start from the beginning and get lost in that drama again?

Sidebar: something urged me to watch it again.

…but as the first episode rolled on,
my mind wandered back to some therapy revelations from earlier that day.
i was thinking about seeking acceptance and the trauma from my youth.
just when i was deep in my thoughts,
someone i’m cool with hit me up in DMs randomly.
we don’t really talk like that but we respect each other heavy.
he knew Star Fox as well.
so this person went MIA for what felt like forever and randomly hits me up out of the blue last night.
Foxhole…

Tell me why he just started talking to me about all the things I was thinking about?!

like,
literally reading my thoughts out loud.
he said he felt this intense urgency to reach out.
as he continued texting,
it was as if God himself had hijacked the conversation just to send me a message.
he nearly got me emotional saying he felt like Star Fox was involved in that conversation too.
i’m still SHOOK because it’s like God has been making these unexpected cameos in my life lately.
from the OD angel numbers i see where to the random synchronizations that give me pause.
this one tho…

Well,
it left me utterly speechless.