i’ve been beating myself up.
i did it today.
hell i’ve done it everyday…
i was really hard on myself.
i make a mistake and i blame myself.
i don’t allow myself to be okay making mistakes.
i’m a good fox and i’m not perfect.
i do things thats sometimes aren’t smart.
i stumble and i fall.
sometimes with the cuts and bruises to show.
i’ll be okay.
i have to learn that i am only human.
i have been here before.
many times actually.
in my past,
and even now,
i have aligned myself with great things and interesting people.
i forgot all that i have done being insecure.
living within a fear based reality.
i am going to ease up out of that.
i am back in the place where i was always happy.
when i would step out the door and
good great things happened.
good great things to happen.
i was like a magnet.
things flowed to me freely and effortlessly.
i didn’t have to do much.
when i started to try hard,
and ask for things from a place of lack,
i noticed i didn’t get what i wanted anymore.
i am going to shift my vibration.
i will stop beating myself up and give myself a break.
i am a good person who will go far.
people always compliment me for who i am.
the way i dress.
how i make them feel.
i am an excellent blogger with a keen eye for beautiful things.
i see the good in people,
and their potential,
even when they don’t see it within themselves.
they always see the good in me because of the glow i also didn’t see.
nothing is a challenge because i now see challenges as games.
just like the video games i play that i conquer with ease.
life is fun.
its not stressful.
its not scary.
its a place where i learn and grow.
a place where i receive pleasure and blessings continuously.
a place where wolves sniff me out,
hoping that i give them a vip invite into my world.
not everyone gets access there.
its a privilege.
even when bad things happen to me,
there is a positive outcome that will be found.
its time to get back to that good place.
it started as soon as i wrote this.