i needed to do some self-care these last few days.
i need to take breaks to recharge.
i’m definitely not super fox up in here.
it takes one thing to have you sink,
but this latest only made me angry instead of depressed.
i think being able to detach helped.
so i wake up this morning to all hell breaking loose…
my bank sends me a message early in the morning.
There were numerous fraudulent charges on my account
when i went to check,
it was a name i have never done any business with.
i’ve been keeping my spending to a minimum.
random quickies of fast food and other necessities
when i have no job,
i go on complete lock down until the coast is clear.
the crazy part is i’ve been using my cash app card 95% of the time.
( x check out a cash app card here )
i don’t understand how got “got”,
but i won’t lie and font that i haven’t swiped my debit card in a pinch.
so i had to shut my card down today.
i gotta wait for the money to go back into my account.
it wasn’t a lot,
but it was “money i don’t have”.
there goes the haircut i was trying to get today tho.
i’ll say i’m grateful i try to check my account every night.
on my calendar,
i have time blocked off to go over the details in my account.
there is an app called “monny”:
( x check out monny here )
…that i manually enter my spending to keep track of shit like this.
so when shit hits the fan,
i’m not left wondering “wtf?” and “how did it happen?”.
since i’m tapped at the moment,
i guess they may extend my self-care a lil bit longer.
it’s not like i have a choice.