these last few days have been a head trip.
ive been feeling embarrassed.
the “in my feelz” music has been helping me sort through whats broken.
it was me.
i was broken.
i asked god to help me find something to start over.
well the universe heard my request and worked quick.
one of the foxholers randomly sent me this sermon from joel osteen.
its called “drop it”.
check it out…
after i listened to it,
i won’t lie,
i mean ugly cried.
i needed it.
i had a lot i wanted to let out.
after i cleaned the snot off my lips,
i said to myself:
you gon’ be okay.”
let it go
…and once i said that to myself,
i’m wasn’t in my feelz anymore.
i hope it helped someone as it did me.
thanks to the foxholer who suggested it.
lowkey: ironically just as i signed on tumblr,
this was the first thing i saw:
the universe is working heavy.