i want you to do something for me.
ready?
it might be a big ask for some but…

there are some albums that i’m not ready for yet.
i’ve always been the type that when i hear an album for the first time,
i might not take to it presently,
but “future jamari” needed it.
that has been a number of artists that i revisited,
especially once the hype has died down.
arianna grande,
“eternal sunshine“,
is one i revisited recently that i really ended up liking.
when i first heard it,
i was like “wtf is this shit?” especially,
“yes, and?“.
this song:

love.
love.
love.
LOVE.

sidebar: i randomly decided to listen to taylor’s “poets of the torture department in society”,
or whatever its called,
and i really like it now because i thought that shit was boring when if first heard it.

even though i took to mariah’s new album,
“here for it all“,
tbh…

i wish this she didn’t do this.

so everyone meet camryn giselle booker.
she happens to be one of the first sacrificial lambs in this situation.
she decided to go provoke those who were mourning for the deceased at texas tech:

…and now she has been arrested and getting dragged by that other base all over x-twitter.

this is my thoughts about it…

i won’t even hold you but last week drained me dry.
i was at an empty and the only way i could get a refill was to step away.
has anyone noticed the forests have been non-stop confusion lately?
since __________,
we haven’t had a break or a moment of peace.
if it ain’t been this; it been that.
so last week,
you all know we witnessed a(nother) murder for the forests to see.
i was pretty indifferent to it but what really drained me…

imagine getting on the bus,
looking at tiktok or whatever,
and getting stabbed TF up while minding your business.
it’s wild that you gotta have your head on a swivel out here.
not only that:

no one will step in to save your ass,
but they will upload your death for the forests to see.

nowadays,
when “crazy people” get on the train or in my bubble:

i “be” having all eyes open

…because you just don’t know.
remember when that hyena burned that black lady alive on the MTA?
i’m still annoyed i watched that video thinking it was a prank video.

what happened to this iranian refugee,
iryna zarutska,
was horrific in north carolina.
she left a country that would kill her,
only to be killed in this country.
the issue isn’t “a mentally deranged hyena” murdered her…

there is no denying that many of the new artists today are missing something.
is it charisma?
talent?
superstardom?
many of these folks just don’t have “it“.
so when they perform at award shows,
we are often left yawning.
the VMAs are a shell of it’s former self now.
why?
there are no:

we don’t have any real superstars anymore besides the current millennial acts.
i saw this performance from “the new britney“,
aka tate mccrae,
at the VMAS and i was like…