hope is one of my bad words now.
its a passive word.

“I hope he will stop cheating on me.” He won’t.
“I hope this scammer will send me a video for 100 dollars.” No chance in hell.
“I hope this job will appreciate how hard I work.” They won’t.
“I hope I will become a millionaire.” You may or may not depending on God’s plan.

imo.
it’s a word formed in fantasy and dilutes reality.
for example:

A “hopeless romantic” is someone who keeps getting played over and over because they are confusing love with fantasy.

i have had hope for a lot of things,
especially when it came to other males interest that i wasn’t sure about.

“I hope this dude will finally see me the way I see him.”

…and years later,
i was still holding onto hope of a fantasy that never manifested.
i’ve learned another word and im gon’ share it with The Foxhole…

Oh Gayle.
Oh,
my sweet summer child.

gayle,
i understand you don’t understand the criticism happening lately.
the one about you and the rest of ^those folks heading to space:

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i fully get why you are confused but if i may,
i can shine light on why many in the forests are reacting…

this is a warning to anyone.
but especially these lost and lazy straight males,
who decide to give sex work a shot.
news flash:

Many of the attentionistos,
personal trainers,
aspiring __,
and whatever can be put in a “about me” are giving more than digital dick.

there is nothing wrong with getting paid to test drive a muscle bawdy.
some males are making bread doing lightweight escorting.
after that last entry,
these lost and sometimes lazy males have to be careful…

barbara walters and radio wendy were known for doing tough interviews.
they didn’t hold back when getting to the bottom of the story,
even if celebrities threw tantrums.
radio wendy was def harsher than barbara,
but she has many iconic interviews on her trophy case.

Hell,
she was the one who spilled on Diddy first.

nowadays,
many people want to have a mic and have an OF at the same time.
not an OF like an actual account but the dick sucking is at an all time high.
it’s either dick sucking or flip flopping.
you know what aunt wendy said.
you can’t do this job and be friends with celebrities too.

Do you really think a Jonathan Majors would survive a Barbara or Radio Wendy interview?

tbh…

i was fonting with that wolf i met in the group chat the other night.
he asked me:

“With everything you went through,
are you ruthless with the way you are with people?
I am.
If someone does anything to hurt me,
I go off.”

my response…

first off,
there is nothing wrong with looking good with your partner.
you both present well and look like you smell like expensive ass fragrances.
absolutely nothing wrong with that.
the designer relationships look expensive,
but it’s all about overly selling a presentation like a luxury storefront.
behind the curated aesthetics,
and the “we woke up like dis” filtered everything,
it looks like an endless product placement of a relationship.
there’s often nothing real holding it together.
even the sex on their OFs is curated.
it’s not intimacy; it’s marketing.
marketing to poor lonely souls who yearn for their own brand of designer too.
these designer relationships aren’t built to last…