one of my biggest fears is to live through another 9/11 type of situation.
every time i see a plane flying in the sky,
i have this fear i’m going to see something terrifying.
the original broke us and changed the way we live forever.
i was watching a doc on OJ where it said back in 94 after the murders,
he legit got on a plane with no issues like what we deal with today.
if we had another 9/11 but in this century,
the sequel tho…

so remember ( x this entry ) about the yapper?t
the diddy freakoff-er who allegedly saw eddie murphy and johnny gill kissing.
well ^that was johnny response.
usually,
we see males ignoring the allegations but as we can see:

Johnny went TF OFF.

…and i’ll allow it.
is it wrong for him to defend himself?
nope.
some of us would do the same someone tried to call us out unprovoked.
its interesting because this weekend,
i saw discussions of an attentionisto with new gay rumors starting to bloom…

when money is not a worry anymore,
and we can buy and do whatever we want,
that is when the boredom hits.

This is why in movies,
we always see the point when the newly rich character starts doing the most.
Scarface,
anyone?

this is why addictions become the norm to the rich and the wealthy.
it’s the thrill of the chase that makes us do dumb shit.
for a majority of males,
horniness is always the thing that brings us down.
in more ways than one.

How many times have I fonted to The Foxhole not to bring un-familar dick into your home with your nice ass shit?

for rich males who get caught up in the thrill of the chase,
why pay for easy sex when they can use their money to make someone submit?
when i read the affidavit of tyler perry’s alleged sexual assault lawsuit for 260 million…

Actually he says he is a motivational speaker on his bio.
I hollered.

anyhoo,
i see why diddy chose this one to be VIP at his christian mingle sessions.
the biceps are crazy and he doesn’t appear to skip leg day either.
his name is darnell lawrence thompson.
he is a work out warrior by day and penis supplier to celebs at night.
do we have a stroke resume for him?
they always tend to have one for review. .
( x like this one )
anyway:

So i think the males who might have gotten bent over are frightened.

not only would they have to face their own shame,
especially in a situation they never thought would get out,
but they know that it would probably combust bey’s internet.

Hell,
the mention of other high profile celebrities would send us all into orbit.

even though that wolf has a bawdy to be worshiped,
he does like to yap.
he got a mic in a face with armon wiggins and couldn’t control the yap.
he had a lot to yap but decided other celebs would catch alleged strays too.
he claims he caught a legendary acting comedian,
and a equally known r&b singer,
tonguing each other down heavy…

I had to ask myself this weekend if I’m a fake azz fuckin’ bitch.

there are some people who have blamed me for things but little did they know:

They did something to me but instead of addressing it,
I kept my mouth shut to “keep the peace”.

i learned “keeping the peace” as a survival mechanism.
i peeped how they moved and i learned to adjust accordingly.
some people i distanced myself from; others i learned i can’t tell them certain things.
honestly:

That is how I lost my last job.

my last boss threw me under the bus for something i didn’t do,
so i bowled their ass under there for the same thing they did to me.
the look of shock on their face in-front of their boss brought me so much joy tbh.
i was sick of her shit.

But in all of my disappointment with other people,
I never did what Doja Cat did when she met one of her fans.

this right here…

i miss the days when vixens understood their pussy has power.
even tho i have a powerful Foxhole,
one of my fav “pussy power” lyrics as a young black gay millennial:

“If you ain’t lickin’ this,
you ain’t stickin’ this and I got witnesses.
Ask any pineapple I been wit.
They ain’t hit shit til they stuck their tongue in this.”

that shit felt empowering and it was also matching male’s energy.
i remember my straight wolf friends were on some:

“I AIN’T EVER EATIN NO PUSSY BUT YOU GOTTA SUCK MY DICK”

…but then i found out they were all eating pussy secretly.
the tone and vibe in the 90s were vixens taking their pussy back.
madonna
janet
kim
foxy
they were letting males know their pleasure and coins comes first.
in a 2025 forest where red pill males are showing they hate pussy,
and steadily cheering on the rights to their pussies being taken away,
i feel like we need pussy power music more than ever.
i’m a casual sabrina carpenter listener.
i LOVE “expresso“,
which is a love spell if you really listen to it,
and “please please please“,
but i STANNED this song from her last album before “short n sweet”.

i had this shit on repeat for days.
when sabrina carpenter showed her album cover for “man’s best friend“,
i wanted her to literally stand TF up because…