i hit my first snag of “the shared living space” today.

i woke up with a headache during the snag of “the shared living space” too.
when i had my own space,
my saturdays was a day to relax,
maybe run errands,
or do some light Foxholing if i chose to.
in someone else’s space,
however,
i adjust to whatever changes at any given moment.
so today,
quiet wasn’t on the agenda.
i was told an hour before…

i’m not the biggest k pop person.

i have heard some songs from artists i liked in passing,
but not enough to make the effort to listen.
for the last 6 months,
i have been listening to ariana grade heavy.

positions
sweetener
thank you next (sometimes)

…but positions was really on heavy rotation.

something was urging me to listen to the blackpink vixens solos.
jennie
lisa
rosé
jisoo
i enjoyed these two tracks from them:

i heard a song from lisa with doja cat,
or one of the rap vixens,
that i liked.
on one of my strolls the other day because it was nice out,
something told me listen to one of the member’s solo album and Foxhole…

“have i officially hit rock bottom?“

that was the thought going through my head yesterday.
here i was,
looking stylish because that is who i am,
standing in a suburban forest line with a ton of white folks…

in my fantasies,
my manz is dominate AF on the outside.
he has that look of “i don’t play dat” but when he is with me privately,
bay-beeeeeeeeeeeeeee…

he has his submissive moments where he begs for it.

i can put a collar on him and walk him around,
while he is begging to get some.

there is something about straight wolves admitting they like getting pegged that drives me nuts.
i don’t know why this is.
anyhoo,
i saw a video the other day on “okhomo” on reddit and i gotta admit that it drove me nuts.

i love being told what to do but i love good communication so i’m different.
so i went down his wolf hole and further was driven nuts because…

ya know,
The Foxhole was right.

the gym is a tapped resource to meet a manz.

something about the sweat,
and the grunts and groans,
and the lowkey bawdy worship…

outside of the meat market,
i’ve found myself getting hooked by working out.
it helps when a gym is an amenity in your complex.
i’ve been drinking protein shakes,
checking what i eat,
and looking into gym sneakers.
i’ve also found people here to “gym check in” with too.
i was late in meeting one of my “check ins” with this morning.
we like to work out early to beat the morning crowd.
they left as i was working on getting my tail right for the summer,
but i started to notice a wolf who was hovering around me.
Foxhole…

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i love “scream“.
it is one of my favorite horror genres.
halloween is next to follow.
so i was hype to watch “scream 7“.
i purposely avoided reviews BUT:

2 Foxholers
2 Others

…made it very clear to watch at my own risk.
i watched and now the makers of that diabolical are at risk with me.
so i’m gonna give thoughts (and it’ll be filled with spoilers)…