Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
write privately to me daddy
*i had a dream during my nap that i was in my bathroom.
when i turned on my bathroom sink,
this random pipe started to overflow dirty water.
the sink started to overflow as well.
i took a plunger and started to remove the clog from the sink.
once i did that,
there was no clog anymore…
i feel like if certain attentionistos had a journal,
they would keep their mystery.
not everything needs to be blurted out on social media,
especially their homophobic rants and raves.
that’s so not mellow.
one of my home-vixens inspired me to start journaling yesterday.
now i know what you’re thinking.
“I thought the foxhole was your journal…”
well…
how to be embarrassed on live tv
life will not always go as planned.
sometimes,
shit will go left and you will be put on the spot.
that was me this afternoon on live tv…
getting high without getting high (anxiety)
this morning,
i woke up morning feeling oddly relaxed.
as of late,
that has been happening.
usually i wake up with a ton of anxiety,
but it felt like something was lifted off my spirit.
i been meditating every day,
which has been helping,
but ever since i started taking…
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how to lose not one, but two family members, because of the rona
ya know,
we don’t realize how much we are blessed.
yeah,
shit sucks right now,
but things could be so much worse.
trust me,
i can be the biggest drama fox at times,
but i get it.
so i was talking to an ex-co worker tonight.
i don’t know if i mentioned it,
but she lost her cousin to the rona a few couple ago.
well she had another family member who got the rona as well…
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so we still gonna be on “lock down” lock down for a while (copy)
am i the only one who is “whatever” on being in the crib because of lock down now?
cuumo just extended NY PAUSE,
which means everyone will be on lock down until may 15th.
personally,
i feel it will be longer.
of course,
it came with a ton of bitchin’ and moanin’…
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put a leash on your inner demons and feed them something different
Graphic – Yuri Shwedoff
“Demons are like obedient dogs; they come when they are called.” – Rémy de Gourmont
i’m learning to train my inner demons to be more obedient.
so i learned something valuable in therapy today.
i wanted to share it with the foxhole.
someone else needed to hear it…
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