Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
pull the triggers
most of us have triggers.
if you don’t or have worked through yours,
then congratulations.
the rest of us either keep it under control or react nastily when confronted by them.
for me…
“my name is not blackarazzi, bitch.” (nope, his name is carlton jordan!)
i was nervous,
and had a shit ton of anxiety,
when i spoke to carlton jordan on the podcast last week.
he is the creator of “poz roz” that we fonted about ( x here ).
as you know,
he is one of my blogging heroes and i was shook.
SHOOK!
you can tell when the podcast started that i was star struck.
i know ima be a mess when i meet rihanna.
as the conversation flowed,
i started to get comfortable and everything unraveled nicely.
we talked about everything from his beginnings as a blogger on carltonjordan.com,
being on red carpets with rude stars as “blackarazzi“,
and how “poz roz” came about.
we even discussed that sex scene in the show too…
i mean…
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someone call state farm because i’ve crashed into the pandemic wall
*vent
Is it wrong to say I’ve been really going through it?
between the depression and the anxiety,
honestly,
i don’t know how i‘ve been making it through.
i woke up today legit crying my ass off.
it has been better than my usual waking up filled with anxiety.
this did start around the time the mercury retrograde reared its ugly head,
but i think i’ve hit the pandemic wall…
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i just want him to want me back (am i asking for the stars? i might just be)
i never get the wolf i want.
ever.
like,
ever,
ever.
i always have the pleasure of attracting the ones i want,
but we always have this intense moment until something splits us up.
no cap,
but they always end up having:
BIG.
BETA.
ENERGY.
all bark; no bite especially where i want to be bit.
it never fails…
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“if it ain’t one thing…”
“I’m so sad Jamari…“
as the saying goes:
“If it ain’t one thing…”
my friend,
fancy,
has had a tough few months.
sometimes,
we have those moments in life where nothing seems to go right.
it literally is one thing after the other.
we are in a constant washing machine of bs.
for her,
there was the car accident that gave her ptsd last year.
the police said it was her fault and it was looking like she would have to pay up.
she has since worked through all of those issues for a positive end.
last week…
my vhs tape keeps glitching (art)
if you haven’t noticed,
i express myself through art.
you know what i love?
When a song(s) and videos are presented one way,
but there is a whole different meaning behind it.
that makes me so aroused.
you know i love an era.
for the last couple of weeks,
things have been really weird in my life.
i made this video today…
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