i was waiting and pushing back,
prolonging and hoping it would go away,
but i knew it was coming sooner or later.
i’m sure many folks were feeling the same way tbh.
I knew I was gonna owe money on my taxes.
imagine being unemployed,
but still having to owe money for taxes.
i get back taxes,
but this year was much different.
well i did my taxes last night with karaoke and…
…I owe a gorgeous 2k.
i didn’t press “file” since may 17th is the tax deadline.
i was trying not to allow it to have me tilted,
but i’m a cancer.
you already know it was bound to stay on my mind.
all the “what ifs?” and “how ima dooz it?” bouncing around like ping pong in my brain.
i’m wondering if this is why my owed unemployment hasn’t started back?
am i trapped in this vortex of…
“Do I need to do my taxes for last year before they do anything?”
i made my room feel extra cozy and been watching movies all day.
i managed to binge all the godzillas so i can watch “kong vs godzilla“.
ima start that in a few.
sidebar: mortha thoooooooo…
why do i feel so she was underused in “godzilla: king of monsters”?
she was giving me phoenix vibes tho.
anything to keep my mental health boosted,
i’m gonna do.
i can’t afford to feel down in the dumps too.