Written With YOU In Mind.

finger-pointing123i’m sitting here thinking about you.
yeah.
you…

wednesday was a bad day for me.
one of which i want to erase out my mind.
it was you who i am grateful for.
you who took time to see how i was,
leave a comment,
send me an email,
and show me who you are.
i’ve been through a lot this year.
hell the last 2 years.
it has been one thing after the next.
is it weird i come on here and update you,
before i update anyone in my life?
all i thought about on wednesday was you.
i needed to let you know what was happening.
after that,
i called/texted everyone else in my life.

i want to thank you.
i say it all the time,
but i am grateful for you.
maybe with your prayers,
this trip to florida came into fruition?
or the fact the lady called to update me?
they say when many people pray on one thing,
it is usually answered.
well whatever the situation is,
i’m thankful for you.

i haven’t back gotten to some of your emails,
but those pills still have me tired.
no excuses,
but i will get back to you soon.
so thank you:

man,
malcolm,
vin (on twitter),
bfears,
richy (on twitter)
run,
oh,
get xxx (always hooking me up with the cool shit),
reggie,
3rdlong,
tyson,
lindo,
c#,
dean,
gucci,
jake,
lb4,
yc,
royby11,
christian,
nubiansol,
adam k,
nerd,
ensan (on tumblr),
meg (on tumblr),
cmsexyme,
atlanonymous,
zen,
sc8709,
marrell,
new comer sami (thank you for your sweet message).
jajr,
immanuel,
tajan,
fla g,
v don,
bt,
aj2,
oliver,
incog,
mikey k,
levi (with that tough love),
ms,
kinky,
and you,
whoever you are,
that even checks me out.

thank you.

if i forgot anyone,
please forgive me.
a lot of names!
i gotta add this amy winehouse song again:

Author: jamari fox

the fox invited to the blogging table.

14 thoughts on “Written With YOU In Mind.

  1. That is sweet <3 Eat chocolate…. Chocolate will make you feel better if you're not allergic. There a research about chocolate that is good for you just don't overdo it and when a time like this happen you need it!!!! Plus that vacation.

    I really don't have friends at all because some like to get drunk/pregnant/stupid or others aren't real because they are only cyber friends which is not good enough anymore. I have to quit my job because I hardly have any work and money, I think they hire me to have someone "ethnic". I study online because where I live doesn't have a class of my field study, but it bad I am home a lot and no place to go. I am praying to God to return to NY, if I have to live in the Bronx again so be it because I had such a wonderful life there, not perfect, but things I can cherish. You never realize things you took for granted until it too late. Plus I haven't have sex for 5 yrs now! I think that why I am addict to chocolate it help me not get depress.

If you wouldn't say it on live TV with all your family and friends watching, without getting canceled or locked up, don't say it on here. Stay on topic, no SPAM, and keep it respectful. Thanks!