i’m trying not to fall victim to sadness this christmas.
i’ve been avoiding all things that would make me feel depressed.
i don’t feel low energy tbh.
i’ve been on chill mode.
there are things that def can be done if you don’t want to feel sad.

Movies
Binge a whole series
Video games
Books
Cleaning your crib
Going into the city and taking a walk since everyone is elsewhere

it’s just a day that will end in more than 24 hours.
for 2023,
i asked myself what i would really want for christmas this year…

The wolf of my dreams?
Yes Nope.
Clothes?
Yessir Nope.
Shoes?
I’d love those black and white Nike dunks Nope.
Travel somewhere?
I’d love to be on a beach somewhere Nope.

this year,
what i really want is to make rent and pay bills.
that is what i really want this year for christmas.
look Mum!
i’m adulting.

that would make me absolutely happy and:

Praying that next Christmas for 2024,
if God spares my life and continues to give me good health,
that I can do and get all of the things I want.