in life,
as gay or bi males,
you will meet straight males who won’t identify as gay or bi but…

…he will identify that he is attracted to YOU.

we are living in different times and different vibes.
rapping wolf of “bad bitty” fame,
JP,
admitted he ain’t gay but he did have to smash one male that he was into tho…

there are some marriages that we thought would last forever.
they are currently arguing over kids and the air fryer in divorce court.
there are other couples that we just KNEW wasn’t gonna work.
ima keep it 110:

Steven Beck and Dion David aka @1stkingdavid were that couple.

they said jokes on you because...

i’m trying not to fall victim to sadness this christmas.
i’ve been avoiding all things that would make me feel depressed.
i don’t feel low energy tbh.
i’ve been on chill mode.
there are things that def can be done if you don’t want to feel sad.

Movies
Binge a whole series
Video games
Books
Cleaning your crib
Going into the city and taking a walk since everyone is elsewhere

it’s just a day that will end in more than 24 hours.
for 2023,
i asked myself what i would really want for christmas this year…

How do we know when it’s God vs when it’s satan?
How do we know when it’s a test of faith or an attack?
How do we know we are blessed or we are approaching our fate?
How do we know if things will work out or are we doomed to fail?

i saw a story about a family who was in a car accident on wednesday.
the pregnant wife was killed; husband lost his leg.
they were driving to see family for christmas.
i can’t even begin to process my thoughts on ( x that tragedy ).
here goes this guy,
blessed with a wife and the joy of becoming a dad,
only to lose it all in the blink of an eye.

Is that a test from God or the devil saw an opening to attack?

even though that story is extreme,
it resonates with many of us…

i know ^this faith but i don’t know the other one.
i was not taught to have faith in life.
i don’t truly know how to “do it” and i get anxiety trying to do it.
anytime all hell breaks loose in my life,
i run to fear and worry.
that has always felt more comfortable than trusting God.
why?
it is what i was taught.
see,
i grew up as a jehovah’s witnesses child…

this is going to be a very superficial entry.
i don’t know is going on bts of these folks.
this is purely fantasy but kinda real too.
i ain’t even gonna hold you but…

Victoria Monet is a sher-o to many.

there is something i noticed with vixens.
in many occasions,
they’ll breed with a fine ass wolf to get stuck with.
now it often backfires but when they show me their toxic bds,
i beez like:

“Okay,
I get why this mistake even happened.”

i feel like victoria lucked up because not every fine wolf is good for ya.
her bd,
john gaines,
comes off different with her.
he comes off like a good father to their daughter.
not only that,
he just fine but he is FIZZ-IONES.
you gotta gargle the “fizz” in your mouth first.
he is handsome af,
has a bawdy of a sculpted greek statue,
and if you been in The Foxhole during the tumblr days…

You knows he is carrying some extra weight on him.

he seems whipped on her too.
he is super supportive of her being the bread winner.
a foxholer sent me this the other day and i had to say to myself…

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