today is the last time we would be meeting up.
i’ve been sad about it for the last few weeks,
but it would be selfish of me to try to hold onto someone who needed to go.
i didn’t cry,
but i felt this joy with the idea of this new me getting back into the world.
Jamari Fox is back on the market.
he spoke so highly of me before we officially ended it…
he told me how strong i’ve become since we met.
when we first met,
i was really damaged and allowed that trauma to consume me.
he helped me see myself and work on all those things that held me back.
he noticed how eager i was to do the work and how i dove headfirst into making changes.
i was grateful that he saw how much i grew within the time we shared.
my therapist and i ended our year and 1/2 relationship.
he has been working on helping people since 1981,
his cancer is becoming too much to handle these days.
it’s time for him to retire.
i told him it would be selfish of us to want him to continue his practice for us.
I came to him as a broken fox and emerged a much stronger one.
i’m still open to finding another therapist,
but i will always be grateful for what this one provided as my starter pack.
You deserve all of the flowers.
Sending you tremendous love and light for your retirement.